Yes ... beginning is always perfect.

For many ... even for months ... all it's ok.

They could even define all as ... the perfect relationship.

I've experienced that scenario.

... few times.

Unfortunately ... not so, so long time after i've met that person ... I've realised that my blindness is just temporary ... and that perfection i've saw into that person is just ... illusory.

But I've continued... staying into that story.

Unfortunately ... soon after ... i've understood that i only ruin my vibe ... every single day.

And ... i've started to ask myself ... why?!

Suddenly ... in a short moment of awakening ... i've understood i am just losing my minds.

... randomly lose my minds.

More ... and more often ... till one day when i've become aware of the fact that i am also a contributor at ruining all we have together.

 

Of course ... I've continued ... but it looked more and more that it was just ... useless.

So ... my final question which I've tried to meditate was .... why I've continued to believe into an illusory story?

Why ... i just don't stop ... all?

The passing of time ... made me personally ... have a worst mental health .. while still being with that person ... and even if i had clear statistics that soon after i've broke up from all my toxic partners from my past ... all became perfect ... i've still continued.

Of course .... as an idiot.

... totally ignoring that i was in fact ... destroying myself.

 

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